The Past and Karma

The past really does not matter at all.  In fact that is what you are trying to avoid- you don't want your life to look anything like that anymore!  You want to lay the past to sleep, all the painful memories and frames of mind.  They won't do anything anymore than hurt you.  You want to focus on the future by changing who you are in the present moment.  You want to be so aware of how and what you are thinking.  No worries, but only current events.  

If an event or worry about the future pops into your head, address it in whatever manner, but then let it go as quickly as you can so you can focus on whatever you are doing now.  This is all you have.  You don't have the future.  You aren't even promised waking up the next day.  That's all out of your control. But your thoughts right now, the images dancing in your mind's eye, that is your reality.  

Your brain doesn't know the difference from a thought and from actual reality- so whatever you are occupied with in the present moment is the most real thing in the world.  If you are ruminating on the past, then the past is being brought back to life- and that's what we want to avoid.  It's too painful or it's not helping at all with the change.  It needs to be stopped.  Go with the helpful thoughts, the ones that are going to be the most beneficial for inspiring change and becoming the best person you can possibly be.  

The person that is going to change the energy of the universe by not being negative and sending out negative vibes, but a person who is going to fill the world with positive energy.  This is where all the magic happens, where seemingly strange things start to happen.  But it is just the energy working and flowing to the other like-minded energy.  

Say out loud what you want and mean it with all of your heart.  It will come to be.  It may take some time for the universe to work itself out, but you'll get what you want.  Karma does exist.  It is the energy that everyone sends out- you send out negative energy, negative energy will return back to you. Do something to better the universe, it will turn it back around and better you as well.